Thanks Bex, a very timely reminder. Yes round 3 is half over and as I contemplate where I’m at this week Phyllis’ words are running round in my head – if you keep doing what you’ve always done you’ll get the same result. I didn’t exactly see what I’ve been doing as “the same” thing, but as I analyse it, although I’ve been varying what I actually do - I’ve been doing similar things at the same time each day, and usually on the same days of the week. Even my working day is pretty similar, so yep time for a rethink. To a degree I’ve taken my eye off the ball as well. My focus has moved somewhat, for at this time of year I’m really busy at work so I get a bit slack with my personal prep and planning. The knowledge I’ve gained and the work I’ve put in over the past 10 or so months have me in a better position to kick on this time, and the timely nudge from Bex bought clarity to what I’m doing (and not doing) so I’m now looking to do something different. A friend called on Tuesday looking for a gym buddy for accountability so I’m checking that out. I don’t do the inside exercise thing very well – so that will be a challenge in itself. BUT it will be something different.
I’m still coming to terms with this smaller person. My size 14′s are now on the loose side so although my weight is faltering within a 2kg range my bum and thighs are still fading away. I’m a bit contemplative of the worldly view of the smaller me. Comments vary from those who think I have lost enough weight now, to others who think i should have creamed at least another 10kg and both have me defending myself for where I’m at. At least I don’t beat myself up over it any more. I think that I’m personally having trouble coming to terms with dropping to a size 12 and a low 70kg range. It is unknown territory so what happens next? I’ve also lost my dress sense and I find it a bit daunting going into “little” clothing stores, for as I look along the racks I can’t decide what will suit me now. Hmmm another project to tackle!!
Oh yes there’s still plenty of work to be done and the curtain is up for round 3, act 2 so lets enjoy the storyline and see what it reveals. Ali. :-)
September 19, 2009 at 7:27 pm
Yes sometimes we need a prod don’t we but it sounds like you’re onto it now. Have to block out all those people who give you comments to try and stop the weight loss. You’ll know when you are at the right weight and I think they are jealous! I also think for me it shows in my face first and I’m hoping that over time of keeping it off the face will even out and not look so drawn. Isn’t it great to have loose clothes and not be cut inhalf all the time! Marg
September 25, 2009 at 8:00 am
You sound like you are doing really well. I agree with Marg – block out the background noise and focus on what you need to do. When you go shopping ask the women working in the stores what they think suits you best – I am sure you will get good advice.
Rachel